Yesterday around 1:07pm, I realized how I want to go out from this world...
I want to enter God's Kingdom by using my last earthly breath worshiping Jesus with whatever I do best.
After joining United Student Ministries...I noticed my peers praised in their own unique ways. Some by prayer, playing music, singing, etc...Soon enough, I learned how to individually open up to God in another spectacular way. I praised God by dancing. At first I was so scared. I was scared to move and be moved, but soon enough, I stopped caring about everything that was making me afraid and just focused on my personal and deepest reverance and thankfulness towards Jesus. I constantly have to remind myself it doesn't matter what I look like when I'm in the presence of El Shaddai. *At the end of it all, did you become empowered, encouraged, and aware of things about yourself, others and God? When you stop at nothing to encouter Him, he will never leave you empty handed and without a purpose.
So when I worship, I truly put my trust in him as I close my eyes and move in his thrown room. I'm entirely his as I express my deepest form of love and gratitude towards the King of all kings. Dancing is what I know best, so why not offer him my best? He entrusted me with such a gift and I give him my craft of dance with excellence and growth. Through struggles, pain, heartache, confusion, fear...doesn't matter, I celebrate before my God and I rejoice in his joyful love and compassion for me. I walk in His thrown blessing his very name with ALL of my emotions and fears, then leaving with still and calm waters inside me. It doesn't matter what I'm feeling, He cares--God is very personal, but he still deserves a radical and honest praise of trust and worship.
Worship isnt just a personal praise, but a partnership with the Holy Spirit to celebrate and work with you. So whatever you do best...offer it to God. He wants us to trust him, so trust him with the gifts that HE HAS GIVEN YOU, it's never the other way around. I hope you discover the great talent(s) that Jesus left you with and partner up with his Holy Spirit. I love you all, God bless.
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Matthew 25:14-30
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